form 6 gathering

each time gathered together during CNY mean one year past~25/01/2012 was form 6 gathering....just even few of us but the topic stick us together~what's that hot topic????this age, sure those marry or couple topics!hahaha...for me that not much to say about it because im single and not interested to join this big marriage society~different peoples different point of view towards love matters~but i agreed the most was when more times failure in love for male will bring up the male how to appreciate and love to his girl friend or wife~this is because male not very well in handling those love matters~each time facing the failure, male will grow up (mostly)  and learn from the failure~so one of my friends suggested girls that looking a male who really fail many times in love. because they know how to love their girl friend. on the other hand, he also said that girl not suppose dating so many times and fail many times in their life because each time failure will breaking down their beautiful dream towards love and finally they ended up with give up LOVE in their life~for sure because girls more towards to those feeling matters~a nice topic to be discussed~this so called man growing up will change not only physically but mentally also~jiayo and thanks for sharing~

consiuosness

We come from the unknown and we go on moving into the unknown. We will come again; we have been here thousands of times, and we will be here thousands of times. Our essential being is immortal but our body, our embodiment, is mortal. Our frame in which we are, our houses, the body, the mind, they are made of material things. They will get tired, they will get old, they will die. But your consciousness, for which Bodhidharma uses the word 'no-mind'--Gautam Buddha has also used the word 'no-mind'--is something beyond body and mind, something beyond everything; that no-mind is eternal. It comes into expression, and goes again into the unknown. This movement from the unknown to the known, and from the known to the unknown, continues for eternity, unless somebody becomes enlightened. Then that is his last life; then this flower will not come back again. This flower that has become aware of itself need not come back to life because life is nothing but a school in which to learn. He has learned the lesson, he is now beyond delusions. He will move from the known for the first time not into the unknown, but into the unknowable.

Osho Bodhidharma, the Greatest Zen Master Chapter 5

mask

i was shocked that i been comment which i was not pay respect to elders one~i drilling my mind to find out when it was i rudely talked to the elder one!!!!hey...im not angry or what oh~i just wondering why the others person so free and need to be paid attention!so pity..

the case was so funny because the elder one i was not use to meet the elder one directly or personally!usually i will keep silent during with the "elder" one especially in certain function!so i really could not recall when it was i rudely talked to the elder one~~i very well know that the way im talking so straight to the points but i will depends on the situation~

why this time blog title is "mASK"? and what related with those opening words?is it im FOOLING around you?hahaha...

this is because as ancient Chinese peoples said that "when we see ghost, we need to say GHOST TALK"....and "when we see HUMANs, we need to say HUMANS talk"!!!!whats great words!bravo~im proud of u~ because of the patterned society and the "status" of the person in the society caused we need to use so many different ways in communication~in the other words, we can said that we need know how to put on the good mask to face certain peoples~there so complicated in this society so we need so many complicated masks in our life until sometime we may lost ourselves in this "patterned society"!!!!

im very tiring of these patterned society, why not become ourselves will be commented of not "good" to others or not respects them? for me there must be a real and origin heart when in communication! then we can really get what the person deliver the message to us!thats the most important~

there "must" have MASK if we wish to still stand in this society~so please looking a good way out from this type life~

an apple

today my friend she told me "an apple"....i was stunt there for few minutes n thinking why she said "an apple" to me???? finally i decided to ask her why said so~then i found that what i was wrote in my yesterday blog~ hahahahaha...showed i really old!

thank you for those who read my broken English blog!i will try to improve my English and write something well!today was a busiest day in a week because i have 5 period lesson directly (40min/period) mean i non stop for 200minutes teaching!luckily my full breakfast let me deep energy to fight off that 200 minutes talking!hahahaha...

brought back the school works home to do,but only a small part i did!i found out some peoples really not well understanding verbal languages, so maybe they need very straight n directly show how the works to be done~i did show clearly what i need in my students homework but they still did something different~maybe they want to show me they are someone who different from others~jiayo :P

because of YOU PART 2

oh....one more that may share with you is : u may find how the feeling of being so called "love" by ur lover when they use their ways to love you...just like the apple example!!u just pay a min n think deeply of it~then im very sure u will know what im trying to say~

im so sorry because my english is not so good so cant able to express my words well~

because of YOU

when driving back from yoga class, suddenly pop out a memories of dating life~now i just found out when two persons stick together not an easy job!why i said so?hehehe...once we meet someone we like there such a pulling energy pulling you n her/him together just like the magnet do!what's a wonderful magic~~is easy to stick but not easy to keep and maintain this kind of relationship~two different peoples come from different family and so...live together is what's a hard "examination".....there so much things we need to consider the other because now no more stay or live alone~there is someone you love be with you~sure you included me will trying to get her/him the best so he/she will feel happiness because those will show how much you love he/she!!!!!!!!important point oh~~~by the way, is it that's call LOVE?do you ever think over what the LOVE inner meaning is?

after my yoga class, my mind clear and let me the answer of this question of LOVE in my life~for me LOVE doesn't mean you give all the best YOU THINK is good for he/she~i must know the way HOW TO LOVE MYSELF 1st then i know how to love others especially the one we looking for the rest of our life~we need to find out the needs of he/she then using their ways to love them~let me give an example "i think eat an apple is good for health, but do u ever think that he/she like eat an apple?" we keep telling he/she how the apple good for health~just because he/she also love you,he/she will start to take an apple even he/she not like to eat~so is it so called "LOVE"? just now i found that my ex-gf, she dont like eat vegetarian foods but im the one like it so much~she wish me happy then she started to like it and learn to eat...honestly she not really used to it!!hahaha....why i so slow?now i discovered this matter~~hahaha...

not because of this she n i chose to be single again!hahaha...if you wish to love someone or u do love someone, please try to figure out the way you love he/she is right to the point or not???????

spirit plus never give UP

today i was asked to be a volunteer for TZU CHI new year blessing function as photographer...for sure not professional one~hihihi..as the members told me that they estimated 320 peoples will attend the function~the clock show nearly 1500 which the function should be commenced but there still not much peoples seated there!i saw their spirit and never give up energy kept them singing a welcome at the door to welcome the coming peoples~finally there were around 40 peoples reached!the function started and smoothly ended!the person in-charged and the members showed their spirit that the coming year they will reach more n more peoples attend the function ...the most important to ensure more peoples join as the member of TZU CHI~they were so great~mostly of them more than 30+yrs ....willing spending their rest time to do more meaningful matters...not only for themselves but for more peoples who not related to them~the point was,WHERE the YOUNG GENERATION?we can see that the old generation spend the best for the young generation which only wish the young generation may have better life...and serve for the society ...this question will be answered someday in the future~

MANDALA

i been touched mandala few years before which brought over by master!that time i still couldnt read out the mandala meaning is~after back from JURIA N AMELL lessons,i found out the mandala just inside my soul....it been discovered and activated during the lesson!thank you so much JURIA N AMELL!during im doing on mandala, it let me so many deep feeling and peace in "mind" .....im very sure if i keep the ball rolling in doing mandala,i can discover the inner of me~jiayo...

SCHOOL REOPEN~

tomorrow will be the first day officially i start my 2012 work!im coming back to school...refresh back i been at school since i was 6 years old!i never away from school~kindergarten, primary, secondary, high school (STPM) n university then following working AT school~always there someone asking me that whether i will bored with this type of life which stick to the school for so many years~hahaha...i did feel bored before but after thinking back this job is to let me a good chance to serve the public~there not much happier than when meet my ex-students came back to visit me with their success!im the one who really bad teacher but im the one who the most students came back visit me~~hahaha..not show off but sharing ...once started teaching,my aim was to produce high quality of students especially in academic but now im not think so~im teaching using my heart and deliver my best to them~

sure loaded works waiting for me to clear it up and facing those colleagues with their "good" tempered"....im sure i can handle them well~my new year aim and mission of my teaching life is to deliver my knowledge and love to them...let them build up a healthy life following they manage to develop their healthy family ....jiayo

PORTIA N AMELL~

what's a wonderful midnight "supper" for me~PORTIA n AMELL my TAI CHUNG friends called me~even we separated by ocean...they sent their warm regards to me~just simple chat but it so wonderful and we support each others so well~im learning mandarin from them and they learn some my broken english~hahaha..i never forget to thank you SKYPE that let us chat for FREE!bravo SKYPE~~


the words from AMELL n PORTIA very supportive me to move and learn to figure out my destination~both ofu also need to be strong and im here will pray and may GOD blessing u, AMELL by sending u the luckiest angels all the ways of ur fashion shows...maybe one day i can be ur model...hahaha...thanks AMELL N PORTIA :P

school meeting

today was my first school meeting, previously i will kept on comments and mumbling what the mountain loaded jobs counted on me!!!some more those hardest jobs sure listed on me!today was the day totally different to me, browsed through the job lists........even my jobs will be bit more but i not even comment or said anything to it~the person in-charged kept mumbling this and that till he brought us to travel around south east china sea....hehehe....i kept on my emotion in peace and started to paint my mandala...my emotion totally in control and felt very enjoyable with mandala~i remembered my master, DA TZE master told me in this moment we need to practise to be patient and steady no matter in what conditions!in this way,we may keep in steady condition to face whatever problems and also keep our mind clear as crystal!thank you DA TZE master, i will keep on learning this!

another i wish to share is, no matter how worse the job is we use open heart to welcome and do it rather than we ignore it!because once ignorance come find us, we will struggling and suffering because we ignore it!directly our body will react in negative ways because of ignore!why not we accept it and do the best (not try the best because TRY mean we are not fully willing to face it)....sure by the process we do it,we will learn or find out something new in our life~jiayo

understanding

i believe that everyone in this world are searching someone who really understand us right for sure included myself~as i can shared with you that when i was a child, i was not so being "look at" by my family or friends~so i tried so hard to figure out what i can do to make them attention to me~i did it.....when stepped towards secondary school, trustworthy was the another "homework" for me to figure out~~~now moving another higher level....as mostly peoples will said that looking someone who really understand you to be with you for the rest of our life!!!!!!but the problem is,"DO ANYONE in this world really UNDERSTAND u?" now im figure out HOW to well understand myself  rather than looking someone to understand me~ im sure u also may do this..hihihihi...

happy new year 2012

my dear friends,

this is my first time learn to write blog..i always listen to others turning up with so many blogs and it is the ways someone who really can share his or her experiences or whatever happening in their life~~i like to read blogs but i not really interested on it!but last year, two great and wise persons asked me to start write because from writing i may find out what i wish to discover in my life~ my master asked me to write since early of 2011 but i never start till now..last year December, another teacher from TAI CHUNG (TAIWAN) asked me to start write 5 great or happy matters happen in my daily life...so i started with a small note book and write...finally i decided to start write blog...im so sorry because my English not so well some more im not mandarin educated so cant write in mandarin...jiayo